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You say that it’s in my head why are you gaslighting M-E!!!  It’s right there and everyone else see’s it even if they won’t admit it to M-E!  Yes, I have proof but I’m sure that you’ll discredit it so why should I show it to Y-O-U.  Your proof could be A-I generated or something.  The only thing I don’t understand is what you get out of lying to M-E and telling me what I see/hear is false are you just evil? One minute your nice to M-E the next you gaslight M-E I don’t know who to believe in anymore!

FOOTNOTE-  The delusions are difficult enough but the reality to find out they exist in one’s own brain is the real battle.

After the mob rule of Virginia making redistricting a complete joke I realize the framers were minds way behind their times. The system of courts they formulated that made decisions based on the “constitution” and not the whim of the mob is absolutely brilliant. Formulating the big compromise where the Senate is made up of two votes no matter the population and mob rule of a state is another awesome counteractive measure. Our Democracy is far from perfect but the framers at least gave us the tools to try and prevent it from falling apart.

We know it’s Y-O-U and will do what it takes to break the silence. That’s right we will bring in all your co-conspirators to make you crack from your silence. You might try to escape with your “associates” but then we will just hunt you down. For in “Interrogation” your the star even if you didn’t know it are you up for the journey?

It should be very simple “Deal or Death” in the Pakistan negotiations. Either Iran agrees to turn over the Yellow Cake or those at the table will see themselves burnt.  It’s blunt and direct but when you’re dealing with terror fear is the only element they will listen to.   In the end you must say we know where you live and hide do you want that to be your permanent resting spot?

Does this song hit one of your heart strings? Martyr by Ekoh & Rory Rodriguez has a way of capturing emotions that at times most have felt. This song allows one to express their deepest pain in a way that just rocks out and hopefully out of your system.  Martyr very few want to be one but often we feel as one as expressed in this song.

Just one last “hit” that’s all I don’t need but I’ll do it anyway. For, trying to pull away hurts so much that I can’t resist it. The longer I pull away the stronger the magnetic push in and resistance appears futile.  Just when I thought I was stronger I hit an iceberg and suddenly I drown down.  Yet, there is hope in the understanding of what is “occurring” and with that G-D willing a strength to find a better path ahead.  The “road” of an addict is very bumpy and contains many different substances yet understanding helps one see the light ahead.

What makes a politician turn to the dark side? When hate of a leader is more important then the “evil” they are eliminating that is one sign. Another sign is when this “leader” worries more about a tactic here or there then what is the just cause. They might hide their darkness by saying we should have waited or it was the “wrong time” but does one let Cancer spread before it’s taken over?  In the end it is not about the difference in an opinion, tactics and/or time but knowing when the battle is being fought that you stand with in the right not the evil.

I have better conversations with one that has a tail than Y-O-U!! They actually look at M-E  in the eyes when I speak to them and show something you can’t fathom empathy. These 4 legged friends will actually show affection when I need it most and just sit on my couch when I’m feeling blue.  In the end, conversations may not be about understanding every word, but the feelings that truly matter, and that is where tails win every time.

I’m a Cigarette Therapist giving you enough Nicotine to keep you seeing M-E! I will claim the reason you’re coughing in front of Joe is that he’s no good for you, and you should avoid him at all costs. I’ll continue to tell you this to other people you “cough” around, never blaming you for the deeper underlying reason this is occurring. When you leave my sessions, you’ll be able to blame everyone else except the mirror in front of Y-O-U.  I give you a quick high that you become dependent on so that you’ll never leave my back account. I’m a Cigarette Therapist and the Cigarette is something you’ll never see with M-E!

FOOTNOTE-   A bad therapist can do more harm to you and your relationships then if you didn’t see anyone at all.

I’m not hired by an agency, but am I a spy in my own “crib”.   For she doesn’t know thoughts or plans, not because they are hidden in some safe, but because they might crack an eggshell or two. Honestly, sometimes this operation isn’t hard to keep under wraps as she really doesn’t care as long as the mirror isn’t pointed in her direction.  Yet the worry about reactions keeps my spy operation blooming in various directions. I know someday that my “cover” will be blown up, but until that day, Operation Sanity continues on many a crate.