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They have often dropped my strength by the control that they have possessed over M-E.  I was a puppet to follow and fit exactly into their structure until I started to cut away into freedom.  Yet I still fear their influence and negative feedback continues to pull me in. It is a weave that has taken a lifetime to see in my own mirror just as Truman was a show he didn’t want to be in.  I have to listen to advise just not allow it to possess my being. Thank G-D the mirror is brighter and I can see a whole new future even if some strings still remain.

I’m never been much into fashion design but “Ralph Lauren” is one I’m making an extra effort to wear. For this designer supports beauty from all over no matter the “political vibe” of the day.  While others might decide which look is right based on race, religion or culture Ralph Lauren looks to a higher source. Ralph Lauren for fashion is beautiful in all the worlds forms.

It’s done; the mic has dropped, as I said: “I’m sorry.”   Yes, you can still have the last word, but mine ends the debate with just these two words.  You can either accept them, keep them in reserve based on my actions, or not allow them in, but at least I made a sincere effort to be empathetic with how you feel, and that’s all I can write. So I’m sorry, and I’m moving on, with or without your acceptance.

Here is a song you might just have to like.  For, “No Place Like Home” bv Ninth Key doesn’t say you have to go there but you truly can’t escape it either.  Even those that are dysfunctional know there was something about where it all started.  It’s also a great song as a whole.

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FOOTNOTE- I don’t think they’re a big fan of this dwelling at least lyrically.

Just a pinch more of “Sodium Aluminum Phosphate” and it will be just right. Oh wait I almost forget about the “Mono and Diglycerides now it’s perfect. For your pound cake needs an extra snip of these and one of that to taste right or maybe to look like that a year from now.

FOOTNOTE- The organic store looks a whole lot more appetizer after reading the label from my standard super market. At least I sorta know what I’m eating.

I saved Y-O-U!! That’s right my strong stance made that evil force run away. For, if I didn’t open my mouth it would have took you and me away. So I barked loud and clear which insured it ran away from our territory quickly. I’m you’re hero so I don’t know what you’re complaining about.  The legs though don’t make any sense for their round and go round and round? Oh well I’m still you’re hero even if you yell at me to stop defending you.

I’m sorry but I just don’t have time to get sick.  With, work family and social responsibilities I just don’t know how I’ll make time for sick.  It’s not like I’m hanging around doing nothing you know. Sick you’ll just have to be like everything else and make an appointment, maybe somewhere between 2- 3 PM next Thursday does that work for you? I guess in the end the time will stand still whether I like it or not but for now “sick” will choose have to sit on the sidelines.  Now get me that shot of  “Day Quill” .

“We Might As Well Be Strangers” definitely hits my Rebel vibe and I think the beat is hitting my Bud flow what do Y-O-U think ? I’d love to know.

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When is it time to let them fly? If one already has more then “one nest” should they allow them to fly there to produce  their own life? Can one expect another to fend for themselves when the worms have been fed to them for what appears “forever”?  What if though allow them to fly and they start crashing to the ground should Y-O-U  be their safety nest?  These are such tough questions especially when the age of staying in the nest keeps getting older and the world around them keeps treating them like chicks instead of grown adults.  All I know is my wings are getting tired and my loved ones still count on me to keep flying till I truly can’t.

Cut by Black Veil Brides and Lilith Czar is your glass. This song is so powerful it cuts through your heartstrings the first time one hears it. Yes, it can feel raw and even graphic to those who only see the direct image yet, for those who can see the deeper cut its literally poetry.  Cut by Black Veil Brides and Lilith Czar worth slicing into

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