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Ode to Y-O-U.  For, many a day starts out blue until I step in thy presence. You have truly become my safe space where the noise of the outside world is drowned out. Yet, you fit my lifestyle as even a brief stay in your presence brings such relief. Lately, I’ve decided to challenge your path into a zone which appears less comforting initially but grows on me in a way to true escape. Mr. Feetham might have been the first to step into Y-O-U but hundreds of years later this is a place billions now stand happy and naked to the world.  I know that G-D provided the means to your existence and allows you to continually flow as I’m truly grateful that we have this time together ever single day.

I’ve drained my last drop of patience and now I need some “healing” on this plate. G-D willing I’ll be back to perform the help I’ve provided but that will be decided by the greatest healer that doesn’t need a rest period. My body and mind on the other hand are exhausted as my people power has been given up to Kryptonite.  Thank you for letting this store close with hours opening up for my couch instead. For, before the end the healer truly needs some healing as well.

Your mind will have to spin in a different direction to grasp this. For, what you saw in our bed wasn’t from this realm.  Your tossing and turning opened an alternate reality after the final tug of the blanket and then “he appeared”.  Yes, we had this relationship but that was in a whole different parallel universe where I actually only knew you as just that “acquaintance”  while this man landed instead. Somehow that universe came here in the middle of the night when the “subconscious” is the stronger and brought him on our bed. So don’t worry nothing is happening here but of course I can’t tell you that’s the case on a different bed realm.

I don’t feel it but it said it was and I guess that’s just that. Who knew being six feet under would still feel so alive. It’s not as if I walked through some “golden gates” or felt the heat instead it feels quite “normal”. I just can’t reconcile as my life here feels the same but if AI says I’m gone well what can I do with it other then live.

You’re still together but not really?  No papers have been signed but a truce has been called..sorta?  It’s just too complicated in your mind so you stay together even if some pieces will never fill the puzzle. Mid D might give you some of the action but you’ll still keep a “safe distance”.  Mid D is not what you legal advisor and friends might think will work but so far it’s not so bad and actually is good for you… at least for now

This is image many saw on October 7th, 2026 in NYC.  Their fellow New Yorkers suddenly chanting for their death and destruction!  How bizarre and evil can some get? We work and basically live together in peace and now these same neighbors shout for our destruction!? On October 7th when a horrible massacre occurred these “individuals” decided to take the stand for the murders? How did we get here and how can we go back to some type of decency? In the past I thought it might cause a bit of a conflict to just wear a “MAGA Hat” to NYC yet these vile individuals wear the disguise of open evil with pride and on October 7th!  How twisted have we become?

You shouldn’t have appeared here but this was a different light and now everything looks strange. They say it only was a dream but it’s impact holds true during my waking hours. Suddenly, your image is blurred into something I never felt coming and can’t fully escape. One night without reality is changing the actual footsteps I walk with you and am not sure where those steps are actually going but can dream about again… I guess.

I just took the long lonely road. For, if I’d stay another moment longer I know that date would not come.  So without warning I packed my bag and just left. Everything I’ve seen, done and felt comes with this little knapsack. I’m not sure if this will be a higher plane or a heated road I just know I have to get away. Leaving might be brave or cowardly depending on your own road but for me it’s the only way I can go.

I believe in the death penalty for murder and other heinous crimes but if it’s meant not to be then so be it.  Crystal Pike went through the procedure to put her down but G-D had a different plan and I believe it would be cruel/unusual and at this point wrong to try again.  In the end there is a higher power telling us when and right now for some reason it isn’t yet for Crystal Pike.

I might close the shop but the slice is still there now. Yes, with pre-diabetes this is not the best place I should be but it tastes so damn good how can I resist? It’s also been with M-E for so long that I know leaving will be so hard. Yet, there is supposed to be a “smoothie place” opening down the street that looks just as good but will it really open? Leaving might be the healthiest move for me but is it better with the cake you know or some potential smoothie down that road?  So until I know I can’t resist taking a bite for even if it’s bad for M-E it still tastes oh so good.